that don't warrant a page by themselves
or seem to fit better here
pending poems index
chronological order is from the bottom to the top of the page
audio files can be complemented by listening to them with the eyes closed !
van
allsburg
has
an
unparalled
ability
to
make
( ed. need a version with better sound quality! )
imaginary
contradictory
worlds
the
seas
of
evening
breeze
blue
the
skies
of
mavern
eyes
as
a
child
enough
to
be
world
will
usually
look
after
you
as
an
adult of
course
is
required
to
be !
thing
about
poetry
is
anyone
can
write
it
just
a
holistic
style
of
thinking !
thing
about
poetry
is
anyone
can
write
it
it's
just
a
holistic
style
of
thinking !
don't
prosecute
yourself !
life
does
it
effectively
enough
thank
you !
you can use them effectively too !
not
just bureaucrats !
schizophrenia doesn't reality check
the brain has a bit of iron in and is quite susceptible to magnetic fields
hence hairdriers and mobile phones being a problem
there are inexpensive meters available
of course the human species being so naturally schizophrenic
what do these meters end up being used for?
testing for ghosts @ !
: o ()
the wealth of being on autistic spectrum is going to pass you by i think !
mostly it seems to !
the garden of abdul gasazi
really the best of his stories
was
itself
jumanji
was
recursive !
jumanji
was
itself
jumanji
it
was
recursive !
just
get
endlessly
entangled
you
untangle
then
you
start
again !
you
do
is
go
back
to
where
you
start !
a
little
wiser ?
if
you
are
lucky !
in the end
you
can
control
the
net
by
what
you
give
attention
to !
william
blake
is
a
very
mixed
bag !
can
you
see
that
there
is
not
just
one
many ?
the
muslim
god
is
different
from
the
christian
god
and
once
you
get
into
eastern
religions
................
so
god
is
not
such
a
big
deal !
as
they
are
younger
and
healthier
will
tend
to
give
birth
to
sons
rather
than
daughters !
males are more delicate so need a healthier mother
it pays the mother to have males rather than females genetically as males have more children on average
saving
i
hate
the
puzzling
of
working
out
how
to
reset
each
clock
and
watch !
how
can
you
discuss
conciousness
outside
of
conciousness ?
you
can't !
the
discussion
is
conciousness
i
don't
accept
that
any
discussion
about
conciousness
is
meaningful !
a woman
feels
her
death
as
her
own
when
a
man
dies
he's
not
quite
sure
who's
dying
when
a
woman
dies
she
knows
who's
dying !
it's
like
jumanji
and
then
it
keeps
on
being
jumanji !
it's
a
sort
of
falsity
with
buddhism
and
new age
that
it's
enough
to
be
enlightened
without
works !
if
you
do
something
without
works
you
become
secondary
and
of
service
to
something
that
does
work !
he suggested to a publisher that he do a engraving series for the canterbury tales
the publisher thought it was such a good idea he got another artist to do it
blake went on and did it anyway and had an exhibition, didn't sell anything and the only review was very negative
blake created some of his own myths, thel is one of them
let me look
his females are certainly gender blurred
the book of thel
there's a bit of stuff on the web
it was basically a long poem with pics
thel/los had a look in the grave and didn't like it
ran back to the vales of har
i really think it's among his best work
its basically a story about a woman living a nice life in the vales of har but is discontented so she goes on a search for meaning
course the further she gets into it the less it is palatable
more and more i realise how much blake images underpin a lot of modern imagery
the song of los sorta lifts above the crowd
blake is saying we are repelled by truth
that's really fundamental
very few in history have ever said that
the
song
of
los
may
be
his
best
work !
the
problem
with
zazen
is
its
too
visually
limited !
top youtube
if
you
look really closely
they a have quite a natural comic talent
but stuff these talent shows and all the bullshit !
the panel can't see it, but they reduced the place to chaos !
punctured all the fluffy bullshit
not even an act
it's all a bit weird you have to see it
just two young fat girls who go on to sing a song
but its starts to fall apart when they start insulting the panel in the introduction
their singing is bizarre and they start fighting with each other
sort like a comedy routine but it's not intended that that way
the crowd boos them and they tell the crowd to shut up
nothing
more
than
glamorized
karakohe !
and
they
show
it !
i
honestly
don't
think
people
care
wether
they
live
or
die
in
a
way,
they
just
view
themselves
as
evolutionary
pawns !
women
have
more
balls
than
men
they
are
called
if
people
weren't
full
of
bullshit
they'd
never
you
want
an
equation
that
adds
up
you
can
have
the
illusion
of
an
equation
that
adds
up
still
doesn't
add
up !
women
are
very
aquisitive
in
regard
of
what
they
perceive
to
be
desirable
men !
they
want
sex
babies
and
their
succor
presumably
this
is
some
sort
of
evolutionary
imperative
giving
rise
to
more
successfuly
raised
children !
bill gates
is
like
napoleon
over
extending
himself
into
nuttiness !
well
not
quite
in
as
grand
a
style
of
course !
christ
he
had
to
bear
the
but
did
he
have
a
disease
you
can't
just
read
the
end
and
think
that's
his
latest
thinking
there's
a
whole
progression
necessary
to
understand
the
end
you
need
to
read
it
all !
all
reality
is
like
a
model
what
we
see,
time
the
brain
is
quantum
reply :
all
looks
sane
until
you
ask
“ what
if
they
are
not
my
own ? ”
well
they
may
not
be
your
own
but
they
may
be
genetically
but
they
still
are
not
your
own !
it's
recursion
it's
hard
to
realise
that
fundamentally
we
don't
exist
we are a recursive construct !
you
look
at
a
starving
ethiopian
child
it's
hard
to
realise
you
may
be
worse !
limits
as
well
as
extends
us !
be
schizophrenic
when
you
can
be
a
writing
rubbish
is
as
natural
to
humans
as
eating
is
to
pigs !
it
can't
be
that
different
it's
just
got
to
be
slightly
different !
why
do
we
want
to
do
what
we
want
to
do ?
i
can
see
why
schizophrenics
write
poetry
and
stories
to
themselves
they
need
the
feedback !
R. I. P.
a
sixty
year
old
teenage
hysteric !
i
have
been
beaten
about the
head
so
many
times
by
myself
you'd
think
learn
we
are
not
even
young
any
more
some
fatalistic
acceptance
of
life
and
its
limited
potential
for
change
or
improvement
is
necessary
a
sort
of
sad
sack
of
life
it
is
to
misunderstand
art
to
think
one
has
to
specialize
in
it
to
be
an
artist
the
huge
problem
america
has
with
its
systematic
dumbing
down
of
culture !
in
a
sense
all
art
is
about
the
insufficiency
of
life
sometimes
with
the
literal
lives
of
the
artists !
we
are
not
a
single
organism
we
are
a
dual
organism
somewhere
in
the
upper
and
middle
intestine
is
another
and
potentially
malevolent
life's
a
farce
if
you
don't
feel
and
a
tragedy
if
you
do !
i
favour
feeling
the
moment
you
invent
god
you
have
to
invent
the
notion
of
god's
justice
and
i
don't
think
there
is
any !
some
of
the
world's
best
literature
tries
to
surmount
this
problem !
the
net
is
not
all
good
but
it's
not
all
bad !
martin
bryant
he
was
mentally
retarded
and
had
a
history
of
torturing
animals !
depressed
without
being
suicidal !
i think there's a lot of jewish in the dutch, half german, half jewish, not a good combination
well i am guessing that a lot of jews ended up in amsterdam through the various progoms over the centuries
staying
awake
forever
watching
the
moon
- - - -
chelation is a dream of hope rather than reality
people
are
allergic
to
anything
except
shit
the
word
to
make
coherent
what
is
coherent
stupidity
a
subtle
bunch
of
non -
idiots !
tsvetaeva
gorgeous
luminous
eyes !
marina tsvetaeva is one of the really tragic figures of the russian revolution/soviet poetry
husband executed, daughter out in the gulag, son killed in ww2 and she hung herself about 1941 starving and unable to feed her son
the luminosity is tragedy
you
are
like
really
autistic
because
i
understand
you
very
well
something
a
bit
limited
about
her
and
unlimited !
men
are
such a
trouble
to
their
mothers
some
bring
joy
some
don't
a
complex
ambiguity !
it
is
a
foolish
thing
to
criticize
another's
artistic
work
god
is
a
fiction
that
work
i
don't
think
it
works
from
any
perspective
zen
is
being
am
just
staggered
the
way
my
brain
does
doesn't
pope
john
paul
the
IInd
he
gave
life
to
and
church
the whole education system has collapsed
just turns out conforming political proles now !
to
be
honest
i
don't
think
human
love
is
much
to
god
at
all !
saw
it
all
ordained
the
tearing
up
of
this
love
so
stained
already
ragged
now
too
care
worn
how
else
could
i
end
up
but
forlorn
reply :
i think love always rips us apart
regardless
in
it's
imagined
presence
or
absence !
journalists
seagulls
of
the
press !
one
can
just
be
sad
with
the
pointlessness
of
it
all
anything
real
is
complex
and
if
i
have a
a
view
it's
complex
shades
of
grey
doesn't
begin
to
describe
it
let
alone
and
white
religion
can't
survive
without
an
afterlife
be
it
ancient
egyptian
or
christian
or
muslim
because
without
the
reward
of
heaven
and
the
punishment
of
hell
life
doesn't
make
sense
when
interpreted
by
religion !
of
course
life
doesn't
make
sense
when
intrepreted
by
atheism
either !
the
good
are
always
doomed
and
i
have
explained
why !
sometimes
i
complain
to
myself
are
too
hard
sense
of
failure
achievement
certain
deadness
and
pointlessness !
you
can
know
everything
and
UNREAL !
also
of
interest
is
it’s
curious
parallels
to
this
of
blake's
Tiriel supporting Myratana
you
take
part
in
something
even
though
you
disbelieve
in
it
you
still
get
sucked
in !
people
who
do
zazen
don't
really
understand
what
they
are
doing !
zazen
is
a
sort
of
simulation
of
time
alone
is
it
actually
time
i
think
anybody's
life
is
fundamentally
mistaken
william
blake
toni
packer
crucify
individuals
has
this
amazing
ability
to
paint
truely
if
you
just
look
at
the
and
are
open
to
his
meaning !
i
am
death
i
am
life
i
am
murder
i
am
wife
lol
now
i
don't
know
why
that
came
into
my
head !
not
what
we
think
it
is
and
neither
is
infinity
is
completely
devoid
of
people
i
wouldn't
say
it
was
devoid
of
cattle
though
:
o
)
at
the
end
of
the
road
there's
no-one
there
life
is
100%
backwards !
there's
some
limitation
to
interpreting
a
poem
christianity
and
buddhism
it's
very
hard
to
see
the
stories
are
fictions
because
they
are
embedded
with
something
that
could
be
halfway
true !
deity
man's
viewpoint
with
the
illusion
objectivism
weak
strong !
everyone
has
their
own
daemons
work
through !
if
being
any
man
who
walked
is
william
blake
was
mad !
it's
all
just
one
life -
long
far
as
i
can
see !
no-wonder
people
need
typical
male
typical
female
they
are
pretty
much
all
the
same !
some
people
live
the
truth
they
pay
the
price !
living
the
truth
is
not
a
voluntary
action
or
maybe
it
is !
me
brian
william
mad
a
bird
in
the
hand
is
worth
the
bush !
a
new
word
an
it's
meaning !
they are not just compatible with modern knowledge
including islam
eileen replies :
i've never believed in any religion they are all unreal
my
reply :
well they need to have information that shows them to be unreal to be suppressed
that's not happening anymore
however you just get new forms of insanity
in actual fact mormonism is no crazier than christian stuff about angels etc
i
don't
think
i'd
do
well
in
a
public
argument
i
take
too
long
to
think !
mormonism
reads
like
a
bad
space
opera
it
is
a
bad
space
opera !
is
there
some
physics
of
the
abatement
of
self
there
does
appear
to
be
this
is
the
world
of
visions
and
imagination
the
intersect
of
meaning
and
non
meaning
humanism
is
basically
a
belief
in
the
supremacy
of
the
human
species
good
humour should corrode
people's
eyes
while
they
watch
it !
urizen
the
book
of
los
was
joseph
smith
aquainted
with
these
works?
seems
like
it
god
mormonism
is
blather !
if
you
have
remembered
a
fractal
dream
i
don't
think
any
vision
or
image
seems
outrageous !
entertainment
people
want
to
be
taken
out
of
themselves
and
not
into
themselves
i
should
be
paying
people
to
read
this !
i
ate
something
and
cannot
remember
what
i
have
eaten !
is
that
short
term
memory loss ?
well
i
remember
now
half
a
goose
egg !
i
am
also
cooking
half
a
sheep's
brain !
i
am
not
an
atheist !
i
believe
in
the
existance
of
a
polka
dotted
monster
on
the
moon
playing
a
computer
sim
game
called
trying
to
make
meaning
out
of
what
is
meaningless !
the
biggest
mistake
you
can
make
is
believe
in
what
you
are
doing !
am
not
overpowered
by
human
love !
i
look
at
you
lot
and
i
have
this
vision
of
:
o
)
s
b
shrapnel
stopping
bag
think
that
about
says
it
dog
has
its
day
this
o
)
there's
a
few
of
us
in
our
own
lifetimes
of
course !
the
like
a
tangle
of
knots
and
threads
continually
unknotting
and
then
knotting
a
simple
avoidance
of
being
involved
is
one
of
the
best
ways
to
handle
it !
accomodate
the
world
being
the
way
it
is
or
you
can
protest
the
superior
viewpoint
the
secret
is
to
do
it
safely !
actually
i
am
not
sure
it
can
be
done
safely
and
certainly
has
it's
severe
the
american
arts
education
system
is
vomitingly
spewingly
if
you
were
a
blue
whale
what
would
god
look
like ?
he'd
be
a
blue
whale
of
course !
it's
a
even
though
it's
a
;
o
)
the
astuteness
of
some
of
his
observations
mean
that
william
blake
was
not
i
had
a
vision
of
a
yellow
flower
with
a
red
streak
down
one
side
perhaps
that
is
what
i
am ?
why does
everything
come
to
zero ?
it's
actually
very
hard
to
get
to
first
base !
if
you
get
there
a
lot
of
your
problems
are
solved
finish
before
you
start
so
to
speak !
life
benefits
everyone
except
me !
speaker
an
interesting
recursion
since
in
fact
the
parliamentarian
is
one
speaking
but
politics
is
somewhat
recursive !
brain
doesn't
really
have
a
passive
state
both
sleep
and
being
relaxed and feeling with
it
all
take
quite
a
bit
of
directed
energy !
bummer !
being
a
brain
women
are
so
special
and
unique
they
i
think
it's
the
nature
of
reality
we
need
to
perceive
ourselves
or
view
ourselves
as
more
whole
than
we
are
wrote
“ In boundless love as a Christian and as a man I read through the passage which tells us how the Lord at last rose in His might and seized the scourge to drive out of the Temple the brood of vipers and adders. How terrific was his fight against the Jewish poison. Today, after two thousand years, with deepest emotion I recognize more profoundly than ever before the fact that it was for this that He had to shed his blood upon the Cross ”
if
you
read
that
carefully
that
is
exactly
what
happened
to germany
quite
prophetic
really !
shed
their blood
they
did !
he
also
was
a
prime
hypocrite !
overbuilt
in
the
wrong
places
underbuilt
in
the
wrong
places !
in five years there will be a big angst about how net friends are flakey and not real
because of course they are not !
honestly half the people on the net belong in mental institutions
the
net
is
extremely
selective
for
nutcases
the
mentally
retarded
and
some
unknowable
third
category !
dumb
stupid
sheep
francis
bacon
and
creativity
he just sorta went with what he felt
he was an alcoholic tho, constantly drinking in the interviews
well he's just saying let things develop and trust your own sense of things
well the hard thing is always to realise that 99.99% of people and art is crap
so you have to work from your own sense of things
mediocracy
seeks
it's
own
infinity
is
endless
that
is
what
infinity
is
katey
perry
and
russell
brand
both
too
damaged
the
problems
of
fame
william
blake
is
not
linear
he's
associative
articles, discussions, whatever else is on the web !
they are just not separate
the frictionless dispersal of information overturns conventional hierarchies and paradigms
when you have words they don't understand people run, pictures however compel attention !
it's
absolutely
impossible
to
interpret
other
people's
work
i
have
found
this
over
the
years
you
come
up
with
one
thing
then
another
and
it
goes
on
forever ..............
you
don't
know
what
the
future
holds
but
the future
is
a
continuation of the past
evolution
works
the
only
way
it
can
grist for
the
mill
of
what
breeds
best !
you
can
what
happens
with
busy
lives
the
brain
just
doesn't
get
joined
everyone
is
fragmented
never
met
a
boundary
i
didn't
overstep
: o )
: o (
character
flaws :
i
do
not
look
into
important
things
in
enough
detail
preferring
to
learn
by
the
rough
and
tumple
of
bad
experience
which
is
some
cases
is
simply
bad !
every
year
i
am
getting
younger
if
only
my
joints
would
listen !
:
O
)
is
reality
inverted
or
oriented ?
take
your
choice
but
it's
only
one
way
can
be
charles
bukowski
paid
too
dearly
to
be
a
good
poet
a
sort
of
faustian
bargain !
most
poets
are
pretenders
toying
with
what
appears
attractive
to
them
the
natural
distance
of
love
is
somewhat
II
was
the
biggest
mistake
the
catholic
church
ever
made
they
should
have
transited
to
non
celibate
priests
celibacy
just
doesn't
fit
the
modern
world !
this
would
have
kept
the
church
from
going
too
gay
which
it
now
has
many centuries
ago
it
was
quite
heterosexual
and
non
celibate !
hitler
modelled
nazism
on
religion
an
inconsistent
inviolate
belief system !
enlightenment
a
divinity
school
degree
zen
transmission
any
religious
qualification
it's
all
meaningless !
even
in
it's
own
terms !
can
see
how
hopeless
i
am
let
everything
slip
out
of
my
grasp !
people react negatively
when
you
criticize
the
university
system
because
it
is
supposed
to
be
the
all
and
end
all
intelligence
but
it's
not,
in
the
arts
anyway
it
is
a
stinking
cesspool
of
incompetence
malice
neoptism
and
bad
taste !
pinsky
you
are
smart
but
you
are
not
sylvia
plath
there's
a
difference
you
will
do quite
well
over
the
next
ten
years
because
you
are
aging
well
but
then
you
will
drop
away
and
die
and
your
forgettable
poetry
will
be
umm
healthy
by
half
is
your
problem !
academics
can't
write
or
draw
they
can
only
fart
or
smear
genius is only lonely cause there's no-one else there except across the generations
i
think
blake
must
have
realised
that
and
wasn't
too
bothered
white space is free, it's really a paper mentality that has notions of crowding etc, text and space its all unlimited and free !
produce
produce !
even
if
you
die
you
still
dead
body !
who
wants
the
praise
of
twits ?
well
twits
do
for
a
start !
genius is lonely, why didn't you pick that up from blake ?
and
uneven
typical academic !
our
culture
doesn't
question
the
validity
of
entertainment
if
entertainment
has
no
validity
where
are
you
then ?
see
the
other
thing
about
writing
timeless
is
time
is
not
usually
appreciative !
lie
a
lot
less
than
words
i
heard
her
heart
too
i
am
in
academics
are
the
death
of
the
creative
spirit !
the
masses
rise
to
oppress
themselves
again
maybe
they
deserve
to
be
oppressed !
william
blake
an
interesting
blend
of
madness
and
who
are
you
who
am
i ?
who
is
the
moon
who
is
the
sky ?
even
a
miser
cannot
defeat
death
what
profits
him
his
life ?
this
is
best
blog
on
the
web
not
to
the
morons
tastes
though !
ability varies according to the size of a certain portion of the brain
explains a lot about some people
i
suppose
it
can
be
developed
older
is
not
life's
most
thrilling
change !
you
can
do
worse
than
eat
a
brain
no
scrapie
and
not
human
of
course !
: o )
urizen
and
los
blake
was
also
preoccupied
with
the
problem
of
imagination
versus
reality
it's
the
old
problem
there
is
no
god's
justice
stalin
and
mao
at
their
most
murderous
had
quite
nice
lives
country
estates
and
palaces
mistresses
.
.
.
.
.
michael
the
mad
are
quite
consuming
to
deal
with
and
you
are
dangerous
so
keep
your
distance
please
the
compendium
is
pretty well
up
to date
you
are
not
being
entirely
excluded !
yes
he
stims
on
guns -
tiger
woods
may
be a
good
golfer
but
he
sure
didn't
understand
women
or
himself !
with
all
due
respect
or
no
respect
at
all
university
english
literature
education
i think he's hashed it a bit !
it's a great poem but it didn't quite come together !
perhaps part of the greatness is the way it sits on the edge of nonfunctionality
the songs of innocence with plates
i
think
that
it's
greatness
is
the
way
it
doesn't
add
up
it
conveys
the
nonsensicality
of
some
of
his
sentiments
very
well
it
escapes
sense
through
that
last
line
and
is
not
bound
by
it !
it's
just
a
very
mixed
poem !
not
entirely
intentional !
once
a
poem
is
not
entirely
intentional
it
may
step
from
mediocrity
to
a
bit
of
a
hash
but
he
made
a
great
poem
fades
a very
good
representation !
i
also
like
by
blake
american
politics
the
stupid
leading
the
the
slow
ingress
of
age
going
than
climbing
islam
at
it's
core
is
a
religion
of
empire
it
can't
escape
that
william
blake
is
a bit
all
over
the
heavy
metal
poisoning ?
just getting old
who cares ?
sung or unsung
unsung
is
easier
i
think
you
have
to
allow
a
poet
pretty
much
says
what
he
means
what
we
do
is
a
lot
more
complex
than
what
we
think
we
need
to
do !
soot is chemically toxic which must be why sweeping was so fatal and crippling
there is a fundamental philosophical point about imagined remedies and the way they will never occur as in bulgakov's the master and margarita
the
human
view
of
the
weirdness
of
caring
for
what
is
not
your
own !
most
people
repel
from
other
people's
lives
like
water
from
a
waterproof
coating
i
don't
unfortunately !
you
can't
undo
the
past
an
inch !
what
does
that
make
the
future ?
pets
live
heaps
longer
than
their
feral
counterparts
interesting
that
russia
stalin's
failed
dream
interrupted
by
mandelshtam !
death
is
a
literal
rending
of
infinity
realized
as
itself !
you
can
live
and
die
within
the
model
or
you
can
live (die !)
outside it
i
tend
to
get
soaked
into
peoples
lives
the
way
oil
gets
soaked
into
a
rag !
professional
politicians
are
not
the
best
people
to
run
a
country !
these
pages
are
an
ultra
blog !
if
i
don't
try
and
tell
you
anything
and
just
sit
here
and
listen
how
is
it ?
wider
vision
has
to
be
built
it
doesn't
just
happen !
facebook
is
full
of
men's
egoism
condemns
them
to
a
lifetime
of
servitude
women
family
children
work !
synthesizing
a
real
life
in
imaginary
space !
it's
a
lot
of
work
very hard
since you are following
who
knows
what
but
the
yielded
wealth
is
fabulous !
the
american
poetry
circuit
words
to
elicit
a lot
of
mutual
back
scratching
s p e w ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
there
something
instead
of
nothing ? ”
there
nothing
instead
of
something ? ”
don't
these
clichés
make
you
spew ?
if
you
are
not
a
little
bit
mad
you
won't
go
outside
the
boundaries
enough !
recursion
and
infinite
regress
one
always
comes
up
against
these
in
trying
to
relate
infinity
or
god
to
materiality
it
just
doesn't
work !
i
much
prefer
ug
to
j
krishnamurti,
maybe
because
he
was
a
bit
mad
and
knew
it
jk
was
too
suave
by
half !
sometimes
i
feel
like
i
have
bitten
off
an
insanity
i
can't
get
rid
of !
i
was
born
in
a
ditch
suckled
by
pigs
raised
by
wolves
and
rejected
by
cattle
story
of
my
life
:
O
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